the little heartshape storybook of our...

2005-11-06T01:34:00.000-08:00

jus come here to blog

i guess no one will ever find me here blogging

at least

maybe you would but i'm not sure.

hmmm

does anyone know e feeling of being all alone

without a person to be in love with

without having those cares i really wanted

i feel so cold

so so cold in this cell of mine

i really wish i could let go those past

heal those scars

and stay cheerful

this few days having asthma attacks

but i dont really wanna bother abt it

i'm sick but not a single person knew abt it

hais

i'm all alone now

i'm at fault with this situation

i really wish i could jus vanish

but the more i feel like vanishing

the more i bcome noticed

by her...

i wanna write things dat i want on my blog!

i didnt hate her

but why mus she hate me when she took my happiness away

why mus she hate me when she make me so depressed

i really duno wad she's doing

cant me and him jus be all frens

jus frens will do

if she wanna get jeaous den i cant say anything oso

awww... i'm so so sad

and i think if i'm sad

she'll be happy

so glad that she make me dis way

i'm i right jingfang?

hais...

i still miss you *****. i douth u realied dat bahhs.

2005-10-20T11:13:00.000-07:00

diaox.
is u bully me nor.
when to sch today.
rot in the class.
chat chat chat.
then when to eat.
then when home.
bleahx.
nth to blog na.=X
dar, take care of ur hand wor
=P

2005-10-20T11:06:00.000-07:00

update na

toopid dear

bully wo

haha =x

ehs

today ar

went work

then kena cut sia

tot the acrylic not sharp der

den bu xiao xin

go nong dao

den got one long long der cut

haha

today so fun

got space man hat sia =x

me and weiwei go take pic

den say later put on friendster say

slacking time while working

haha...

bleahs~

hao na

stop here ler

lols

-cia*

2005-10-19T10:32:00.000-07:00

bleahx.

2 days never when to school le >.<

overslept!!!!

sianz.dar sleeping.

friend in school.

HAO YUN sleeping.=X

say about monday,when out with peng ho they all.

watch movie - The Skeleton Key.

After that when to marina bay

STEAMBOAT!

dar came to meet us to eat also.=))

how great is she=x

she still my only one i love=x

2005-10-11T11:15:00.000-07:00

dear slp ler ):

dar so sians

haiis canot bully dearr ler

haiis

dear dear tml gort sch wor

i dont hav

rot at home

today dear dao me worr

haiis

so sad

now feel so lonely

no dearr de pei ban

bleahs

dear today i gort interview ler

if they employ me

then during holidays

come marina square visit wo nor

haa bleahs

come eat at the cafe

lols den i serve ur (:

end here lerrs

*cia *

2005-10-10T23:19:00.000-07:00

bleahx.
bully wo come blog
=x
ok na.
i update.
meet dar today.
yup.
i miss and love u deeply.
bleahx.
also duno wat to blog le.
haha.
bye.
jo love cia.
=p
muackz.

-Jo*

2005-10-09T14:21:00.000-07:00

bleahs

my dear slping now

miss dear dear

today he having eoa and science

2 paper sia

after that meeting him

i guess

not sure

lols

1 week no meet ler

he 1 week no see me ler

sure miss me alort derr =x

haa

bleahs

i miss chia yi xue

lols =P

kaes lar end here ler

dont know what to write ler.

mwahhs.

love you dear...

ii miiss eu

2005-10-08T21:53:00.000-07:00

diaox diaox.

bully pangxie.

now me.

bleahx.

update update.

i dun wan to study =x

bleahx.

miss dar.

dint saw her for a week le.

only saw her on webcam.

sad sad.

nth to blog na.

bye! =x

miss u.

-jo*

2005-10-03T21:15:00.000-07:00

sorry.
i dint mean to find trouble during ur exam.
maybe i just should keep my feeling in my heart forever.

i just want u to stop contact with them.

but it still continue.
i just trying to say how i feel.
but it fail.
it make it more worst.
alright.
i make a wrong mistake.
sorry!

i am selfish.
if he dint ask those question i wont start to anyhow think.
just that sentence can make me to hate him.
is that question should be ask?
why must he ask?
i dont trust anyone.
i hate friends.
i rather be alone forever.

-jo*

2005-10-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

no one is trying to break us up

its the matter of how eu looked at it

i hav already told you

i'm having my n's

i dont wan anything to

happens during my n's

if you dont like it

then i shall study alone

at home

dont wan give you or me

troubles

i hope you will be more understanding

in the rear future

trusts your frens

and dont think they are trying

to do anything to harm you

though they are not your friends

you cant jus trust haoyun only...

2005-10-02T23:14:00.000-07:00

bleahx.
got. very naughty.
u guess correct! =)
dear very easy to jealous de nor.
must bear with it wor.
yoyo.
now dear stomach pain sia.
lying on the sofa sia. =X
take care wor.
tomolo N level le.
study hard.
jia you.
dear will be here for u.
all the best for tomolo.
=)
love u.
muackz.

-Jo*

-jo love cia-

2005-10-01T22:10:00.000-07:00

lols

say me sia

i where gort naught nehhs =P

dear today go out play kite sia

den i guess it suddenly rained

than he went to play bowling

dar today so poor thing

at home rot

lols. =P

dear dear dont jealous nahhs

jus item nia

treat it that i give it to my fren

nahhs

mai jealous kaes

hee ai ni dearr

=))

u're the best...

mwahhhs.

-cia*

2005-10-01T21:56:00.000-07:00

lala~

Dar still mai go home.

naughty naughty!

anyway, i when play with a group of friend

to play dota today.

Fun.

But dar is not there.

bleahx.

duno wat to blog nah.

Bleahx.

miss & love u dar. =P

-Jo*

2005-10-01T00:27:00.000-07:00

Just came back from plaza

with Dar & Hao Yun.

Dar is GREAT.

Pang seh sam and come pei me. =X

I hope i wont hurt u again. *I Swear*

Cant bear to see u getting out of the taxi.

but it must be happen.

Love u lots.

Duno wat to blog nah.

I am writing rubbish!

Bleahx.

Love u Love u Love u Love u !

-Jo*

2005-09-30T05:28:00.000-07:00

i miss you dearr

today no meet you

haiis. miss you

hao xiang hao xiang ni wor

though i still cant let go the past

but i really love you

haiis

all i wan is to feel the warmth

will you let me feel it

` cia ("v") xue *

2005-09-29T22:39:00.000-07:00

bleahx...First post from me.
Sorry Dar for not going to fetch U. =(
It just the beginning.
So let time move us.
Miss u.
But also nothing to talk to u.
Sorry.
Although we are far apart.
But i always have u in my heart.
=)
loveu.

-jo*

2005-09-29T11:07:00.000-07:00

i dont need so much of your time
i jus need you to let me feel the warmth
thats all i ask for
hais but you didnt understand....
i really duno
haiis.

` xiong xiong ( " v " ) xue xue ;;

i really do... haiis

2005-09-29T11:06:00.001-07:00

i dont need so much of your time
i jus need you to let me feel the warmth
thats all i ask for
hais but you didnt understand....
i really duno
haiis.

` xiong xiong ( " v " ) xue xue ;;

i really do... haiis

2005-09-29T11:06:00.000-07:00

i dont need so much of your time
i jus need you to let me feel the warmth
thats all i ask for
hais but you didnt understand....
i really duno
haiis.

` xiong xiong ( " v " ) xue xue ;;

i really do... haiis

2005-09-29T10:59:00.000-07:00

i dont need so much of your time
i jus need you to let me feel the warmth
thats all i ask for
hais but you didnt understand....
i really duno
haiis.

` xiong xiong ( " v " ) xue xue ;;

i really do... haiis

2005-09-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

jus met up with dear

lols

today sis bday

den go plaza eat jack's place

hmmm

ask dear come hougang mrt fetch wo

he say he playing game

=(( sadd siia

haiis den after eat ler

i go find dearr

miiss him =\\

but he dunoo niaa

he sho sho quiett

haiis duno wad to say to him nehs

seems so apart

haiis

bu zhii daoo

feel so lostttt....

-cia*

2005-09-28T09:57:00.000-07:00

jus made derr. lols

let me start posting firstt. =P

hee.

- xiong xiong ("v") xue xue *